26 May 2009

Flying...

Flying at 35,000 feet gives new perspective of the earth and its occupants. There is no sign of animals, no sign of people themselves. The crevices of canyons and rivers, the stunning heights of mountains, the greenness of vegetation and the white of snow are the most noticeable. Cities look like speckles of black, white, and grey. Large highways look like lines in the sand, but cars are too small to see. The impact of agriculture is evident in the shades of green, brown, and red squares and circles spread across the most fertile areas of land. Flocks of windmills are seen where the winds are higher. But these things look miniscule compared to the tallest mountains, like Rainer and Saint Helen’s. These look like giants, rising from the hills, reaching towering heights above all that is below, their white peaks glowing and shimmering in the sunlight. The large rivers snake through the land, cutting and shaping the dirt into canyons and lakes, creating definition through the low hills and flatlands.


The years of erosion from wind and rain have left the earth looking wrinkly and haggard around the deserts and dry regions. But then the richness of color, of green life, appears, and it looks fresh again. Puffy marshmallow clouds obscure the tops of mountains, but their whiteness blends with the remnants of snow still on the ground. The views however are obscured completely by clouds grey and dark with rain. And the fading of light creates a haze that removes all definition of these features that were so evident in the light of day.

As the sun goes down, the darkness sweeps the earth, removing all detail and color from its surface. The line between sky and earth becomes less distinguished. Finally there is a sign of life: small twinkles of lights from cities and towns. They flicker in shades of orange, blue, and white, reflecting the scattering of stars in the night sky above. The stars themselves are as bright and frequent as when viewed from the country, far from the haze of city lights. Occasionally the seemingly random scatterings of light form distinguishable clusters of the lights of a city grid. These cities all look alike, neither marked for which city or even state that they are. There is a distance between these lights and the plane, a lack of connection or realism that the lights belong to a living thing. There is no indication that the speckles lights the driveway of a house so a boy can shoot hoops with his dad, or an office building so a janitor can make the rounds and get home to a warm bed, or a street so a group of friends can drive carefree with the windows down and the music up.

As the plane descends towards the bright blues and reds and purples of runway lights, the definition of light becomes more evident. What were once sprinklings now glow, reveling parking lots and highways. Cars and buildings are visible on the roads and highways. The distant green outline of Dallas is viewable in the clear night air. As the plane nears it’s touchdown, people are easy to spot and with the thud of the wheels on the runway, the realism sets in. The distance once felt is no longer. And I am once again reminded of our presence on earth.

09 May 2009

What I learned in college…

  • The International Phonetic Alphabet.
  • Squid is in the same phylum as clams and mollusks. I find that odd.
  • I discovered a lot of amazing music to add to my personal collection.
  • The members of Radiohead are geniuses. I didn’t figure that out until college.
  • Sufjan Stevens, Kaki King, and Sigur Ros are amazing also.
  • I am really bad at math and chemistry.
  • Not too good at debates either.
  • My best writing happens on a deadline. I can bust out a typical 3-5 page paper the night before it’s due.
  • Longest paper I wrote for school was a 13-page analysis of the Swastika.
  • Hitler ruined the meaning of the Swastika. Forever.
  • We do not live in a Democracy, but a Democratic Republic.
  • Most people don’t understand the difference.
  • According to Dr. Brooks, the 0 and 1 that used for computer code are representative of “doughnuts” and “breadsticks” a.k.a. reproductive organs. (Because you have to create and reproduce computer code…and that is somehow significant, I don't remember why)
  • Shakespeare is brilliant. I didn’t understand him until Brooks’ class.
  • Toni Morrison is pretty brilliant too.
  • Alice Walker helped bring back attention to Zora Neale Hurston (Their Eyes Were Watching God), for the betterment of American literature in my opinion.
  • Listening to “The Postal Service” fits any situation. Road trips, working out, etc.
  • Roadtrips are the best. There’s quite a few neat places to drive to from C-Stat.
  • Bus driving is repetitive. That probably didn’t need to be said.
  • McDonalds makes decent coffee.
  • I am an "INFJ" on the Myers-Briggs scale of personalities.
  • Pride & Prejudice is just as good the 20th time as the 1st.
  • Wes Anderson is the man.
  • There's about 7,000 languages in the world.
  • There's 160 living languages in the US alone.
  • Only two states have given a language official status (Hawaii & New Mexico).
  • There is no such thing as a primitive language. No Linguist would use that term.
  • Language evolves. Period. Anyone who thinks they can stop it is crazy.
  • Politics is messy but necessary.
  • Government is slow to change.
  • Technology changes way too quickly.
  • People want things “easy, simple, and fast” so much, I don’t know if we could ever slow down again. I’ll keep trying though.
  • I like vinyl records.
  • And film cameras.
  • And the days when people didn’t need cell phones. They made plans and stuck to them.
  • Most of the stuff on TV sucks, except The Office and the Discovery Channel. (food network does alright, however the travel channel has lost its edge)
  • I read the Bible more regularly than I ever have. I think that’s interesting.
  • Reading is fun. (ok ok I knew that before college….but my variety of books I like to read has since grown)
  • I have some dang good friends.

06 May 2009

The final countdown...


As my undergraduate career is coming very close to a close. Ha, those are the same word, only pronounced differently. English is a funny funny language. I find myself looking back on the last "major" milestone, which was graduating high school. A similar closing. Finishing four years, leaving the school and the city and the friends of that life to go on to a new life which at the time was pretty up in the air. I find myself in that same "airiness" again, as I don't really know what is to come of me after I walk across that stage and get my diploma. When I left high school and moved to A&M it was a big scary time. I didn't know a whole lot of people. I thought I knew what I wanted to do, which was major in science and go to Med-school. That idea was destroyed by my lack of interest in my classes. I worried a lot more than I showed it. I was really pretty scared. But again, I didn't show it, just turned on a movie instead. Sometimes I walked around campus late at night. I considered moving back home and going to community college.

The difference between then and now, is I'm actually not worried this time. I'm calm even though I don't know what I'm going to do after graduation. Grad school is not for sure. The program I want in is small and currently full. I didn't apply anywhere else because well, I really don't want to go anywhere else. If I do speech pathology, that is the best place to do it. I don't really have a job to go back to in Plano. I need to find some kind of job, but whatever it is would not be permanent. But it would be nice if it paid decently well. I think I'll keep trying at the grad school thing. But you know, I could see changing what I study in grad school.

Some people change a lot when they go to college. People say I'm the same. I don't know. I'm older. I don't feel like it. I miss playing music as much as I did. But I'm finally learning the guitar! I feel like I should know what I want to do with myself by now. But I'm still open. I do feel a need to get my hands dirty, make a difference in the world, help some people out, get active.

As for school, I'm content with everything. A lot of people I know are pretty stressed. I'm not. I'm not freaked out, not stressed. Just calm.

I'm excited to go to Seattle and Vancouver after graduation...kind of more excited about that then the whole diploma-thing. I'm ready for the summertime so I can start cracking down on this verrrrry long list of books I want to read. Oh man you have no idea how much I want to read, but I have a problem with not finishing what I need to finish when I read for fun, so I have to put it off until I'm done with school. It's a bummer.

Be ready for a photo-essay blog of my favorite moments at A&M....it's coming soon....

01 May 2009

Such a fearful world we live in...


With all this talk of pandemics and mayhem, I turn to one particular verse:

2 Timothy 1:7 (KJV)

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.



Hope that helps.